frustration...

what can i say now... recently kinda a lots of things happen.. haiz.. mum seems like getting avoiding us.. i heard from my colleague said that .. she was planning to stay out from the house for few days.. and stuff.. beside that.. really totally speechless le.. really too much pain in the house.. ppl said in house was heaven.. but now.. i felt that in hell.. back home.. either quarrels.. argument .. and stuff .. really sick of it de le.. too much pain on what i can say.. and talk a bout it.. tired of it..just wonder when only can stop all this le.. can say that getting less of happiness le.. to compare with last time.. what can i say and talk about it?? even in love.. really .. dunno how le.. yea i do love.. but dunno why felt that lack of something.. just like something missing.. haiz.. another one,.. kinda miss sometimes where he usually speak and make jokes to me.. miss all the moment that had alrealdy pass