*sigh...

really no idea.. what the heck i did... and seems like everyone scold and yelling at me... damn it... from lou tao... to damn maid.. to mum.... and maid... at the end ... mum scolded me... damn it... really no idea what did i do man... why so damn bad de lo.. haiz... damn de la... yesterday play mahjung also keep get nag... damn it... sianz... what the heck... damn it... sianz... everyday allso like this... just like history repeat... damn it...i wanna back to KL life... freedom... enjoyment... haiz...at here what also talk about money money money... or else...possition... haiz... really dunno what did i do...whatever i did .. also wrong... so innocent...getting blame ... even i didt doo wrong also blame... damn it... sick of it...very sianz jor... talk all this shit..