*seems like things back darker

haiz.. seems like all back to past.. quarrel den faint.. now act back to tam me back..just now dinner really haiz.. hate it.. talk to me and tam me back to work.. haiz.. louu tao give eye signal.. say dun argue with her.. damn it de la.. haiz.. fan sei.. den talk me that wan me wear formal..told me,.. she buy the 400buck bag for me so that i look dai tai dit... den look like boss de daughter.. den say wo.. i always wear like lala gal.. dam it.. haiz..i just wear one tee and BG pants jek ma.. like lala wo.. haiz.. damn it de la.. i look so luxurious for what la.. also human la.. den she said.. she wan me to compare with one new clerk wo.. see who better den open new showroom wo.. damn it.. haiz. . very fan.. i hate i.t.. now force to continue with the career.. haiz.. guess.. making it more worst ... felt so useless i cant defend for myself cause i scare i did the wrong thing that hurt her.. or might be fallen in her trick..haiz.. very tired of all this.. thinking how to lose all this tense.. felt my body no energy left... haiz...what should i do... should i continue obey her and hide all the pain and sadness or defend for myself and she her faint in front of me...so useless de me..