haiz... today.. out of sudden he msn me... and at the same time... heart little pain.. i wonder did i stilll cant let him go... but i think ... i'm still trying... later on... i had my lunch.. but... really no appetite... haiz... dunno y...and out of sudden dunno y i wrote thing on his blog... and he told me the blog is not for put feelings... accually even myself dunno y i write on it.. thinks of so many things... haiz... even my bebe.. haiz...when he msn me... he said.. i have change a lots.. not the one who i 'm last time i know... haiz..... dunno y i reply him...last time is aready dead...not anymore like last time... and i ask my boy... i'm i change a lots.. he also reply me... yea i did change a lots... haiz.... acually i dint know y i turn to like this... makes me felt like left out... and sometimes i felt that i was so lonely.... haiz.. dunno y i scare to hurt the ppl i like aready... sometimes i do feel that i wanna 別れるwith him... not that say he not good enough... just.... i scare i hurt him... i dun wan let him hurt and see him sad...haizz.... depends how ba...