Saturday, June 27, 2009

i"m sick of it... haiz...




.... really dunno what's in his mind.... what the hell... i was suppose to make few dishes... haiz... just for the father day celebration... haiz... in out of sudden ... everything turn badly.... haiz.... really so disappointed... haiz... i made shark fin,mixed pork,raped vege,and sotong kangkung... and few more dishes... but out of sudden not only i not enough time and i also get humiliation... what said the soup was RUBBISH!!1 WHAT RUBBISH YOU COOK? what the hell... how hurt is that? den b4 that i took 1 & half hours to make it... he said i took 3hours... what the F*ck la... haiz... cause me when back office at 4sum reach jj also almost 5 la... den shop and buy things need re read the recipe.. also need time la... ppl suppose to plan on tomorrow mum suddenly wan me make it today... everything too rush... and i haven really actually plan... what the hell him... haiz... reach home about 6sum... prepare food and cut things b4 7 de... den said i cook at kitchen took 3hours... haiz... even mum also think i like that... and she also said mee so careless and no planning... what the hell ...not even thx or what ... i dun wish him to say thx to me... just hope he like it...but... ends up... he not... he keep insult about my food... i prepare shark fin and sotong... ivan prepare fried pork and pandan chicken... nelson help me raped the vege... all also i taste de... i prepare taste de... my bro make de nice and doesn't complain much... only me... COOK THAT RUBBISH SOUP!!! F*CK HIM !!! I HATE EVERYONE HERE... HOW LONG DO YOU WAN ME TO STAND ALL THIS SHIT... I HATE IT ALL.... !!! haiz... what i do also wrong... keep complain about me... even today... very damn shit de... what the hell...he ask bro weather today got watch movie not.. bro said no... den lou tao said ''you only know pak to with him de la... your tortoise also no heart de.. if got jau early go buy la.. no money izzit dun wan buy for bro izzit... i pay la'' den i said back la..'' it's not the money matter... it's already fully book sumor it's new movie.. and normally also paid de la.. since when they'll watch movie pay money...''' den he keep quiet''... haiz... really dunno what's in his mind... like keep wan me to break with him like that... i dunno what the shit he thinks... he lose money he keep scold me... haiz... den who shall i find? and talk? why all like keep bullying me... why at this home like no one cares me...i hate staying at here... make me more useless and sadness... feel like gonna insane de... haiz... felt so lonely at this home...

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