TOO tireD ...

ReALLY feels so tired today... should say ... everyday... tired of getting scold and fetch bro... sometimes tired of being at here either... recently really get headache a lots.... really dunno why... morning reach office... do normal things like usual... sweep and mop floor... haiz. really dunno why each day also must get scold from mum.. damn it... today scold me about how i wear... damn it... say i wear like a girl just finish work at pub and go to work... damn it la... said i wear my skirt so short bareback de shirt ... really ar.. she's the one who call me wear skirt everyday... now say me like that... really dunno what the heck in her mind... i can say that ... really a lots of ppl doesn't like her of being this kind of atitude of rushing ppl and giving those fucking temper... haiz.... not much ppl who can really stand her this kind of attitude.... really get sick of her de... till now... i'm still sitting in office doing nothing... really so damn piss of it... for back here... really feel so tired and regret... eventhough i get bad result she also dint know la... in her mind only cares her work only... where got cares about us... haiz... only know scold me and blaming me only... really damn fuck... sick of being get blame already... but... each time she scold or blame i think i use to it already and i think.. and makes me feels so nuts for being staying at this freaking world....haiz... afternoon dad sms me asking how about me... and b4 that i sms him about my salary... accually i just wanna test him weather he enuf money not...yet... he get tested that... his business getting low de... he sms me that end of this month only give us the money... says that this month income getting low... haiz... just wonder how's the shop now... wonder how would it be now... really worried about them so much... haiz... if not because of my mom... they wouldn't become like that de lo... haiz.... so heartache man.... really dunno why... makes me felt that this month really a bad month... i tried to cheer myself... but really so hard man... tired of being here already.... sick of it....that's why.... each time my blog also full of sadness than hapiness... haiz...